in that feeling that is accompanied by the thought that you are alone; alone in
the way that you think or feel. We run to escape the feeling that we are
looking what everyone is looking for. All we want is someone to reflect
ourselves in a way that we have yet to see in ourselves. Low self-esteem is
something that is really so odd in the way that love is what can fix so much.
When you look to the people you are with, you can see what you currently see in
you. Funny how that works, even without physical mirrors, we try to find other
ways to see ourselves. Self-centered, I think not. Or maybe it is, but in a
best way possible, we center ourselves and that is where we will find most
balanced. People scour the world for a word, for a notion that everything will
be alright. Religion constantly being pursued, little do they know that Heaven
is where the naive go. Dying and going to heaven is about the same as living
with your parents your whole life. Heaven is where you go to idle in comfort
rather than enjoy this mess that I would love to call home. Mass majority wants
to go to heaven, and yet they are afraid to DIE. Death is where we think most,
evaluate all, and learn as much as we can.